Good Morning to Hopes, Dreams, Success, & Accomplishments

OMG I can't believe Im up. well I was awake earlier. :) But still, though I am yawning a lot right about now. Its absolutely gorgeous out.. I need to get myself some new sports bra, so I can start jogging again. Ugh! I think I lost some of my booty!!! Ooohhhh Nooo, that must never happen. DANG!... So yea some workout are in order for me right now. Still got this bingo wings yuk! gotta some arm workout as well as abs too. I want to look good for summer of 2014. Plus this really amazing guy im talking to, is starting to workout again. But he already looks gorgeous, but he sure isn't physically there with his body lolz. Awe!.. Neither am I so yeah.. By the way my headache is almost gone, I can still feel it just a bit. So I will be taking it easy again today. My well being is definitely important, this small town girl got some big dreams to accomplish. Actually the guy that i am talking to, he sort of have been inspiring me, keeping my head up and go catch my dreams. This guy, he's so different from most guys I ever met. He's all about succeeding, accomplishing things, getting things done, though he is lagging a bit on certain things, but don't we all ^_^ Well anyways. I'm truly grateful to have someone like him, just in general in my life. I don't really have much friends and what not, who are like that. Except those who are trying to get into the entertainment world, yet some bad side of them they are broke, and some are lazy, all about the sex, and parties. Not my cup of tea. All I have to say to all those who are going somewhere, and doing big things, or are even in the process. Keep at it, keep it up. if there is no one to encourage you, encourage yourself, cause that's who going to be with you at all times. Even when your journey has a bump in the road, or something might have stopped you for a little. Never let that dream of yours go and continue to it as soon as you get right back up on your feet. Some people are to comfortable working minimum jobs, factory jobs, settling down, married, kids, and haven't even tried to go after their dreams. Im not saying thats a bad thing, especially if they truly are happy with that life. Im just saying that's not me, I don't want that life just yet. When i was in a relationship, yeah all i wanted was a comfy life i'll admit, like my friends and family. Then when I see my other friends succeeding traveling, and getting things they want. Oh man I snapped out and was like I want that life before settling into anything. I want to chase my dreams and accomplish it. Make a good living, so one day I can give it all to my kids. Not having to over work myself as Im aging. Well anyways have a Terrific Tuesday everyone mwahs!!!!!..  Remember dreams don't die, and success never stops. Its up to you on what you want to do, and go with your life.

My NYX Products Review/First impression

First I just want to say that I love the fact all of the NYX product that I have purchased are Cruelty Free & the Color Lip Balm and Matte Lipstick are Hypoallergenic.


...:: Color Lip Balm::...
OMG I love this color lip balm, truly does keep you lips moist, after trying on the lip stick. That it dried up my lips, I tried the lip balm after and it kept it moist my lips from drying up. I decided to go for a neutral nude tone, cause as much as i love to have some color on my lips, im a simple gal. Plus neutral nude color goes with everything. So yes i do recommend this product all the way, especially if your lips does chap up quickly during this kind of weather. Also it smell really amazing. Each smell is different. But they all smell like a fruit, and me i love the sweet smell of fruits. :)

CLB07 Spasibo $3.09

Swatch 

...::Matte Lipstick::...
Besides the fact I absolutely love the color, it did stay on for quit awhile i have to say 4 hrs. before it completely came off. Not so bad you would say after eating and drinking water. Also it was moist I will say that, but ended up drying my lips after awhile. I don't know if it could just be the weather, since my lips tend to try quicker during the cold. It is pretty smooth as i applied it on. Some lipstick, when you apply them on kinda clunks up. I do like this lipstick so YAY!. It truly is a matte lipstick, no sheerness to it.

Matte Lipstick  $4.89

Name of the color lipstick i got

Swatch i did for it.

...::Stay Matte but Not Flat Liquid Foundation::...
What can i say about the "Stay Matte but Not Flat" Liquid Foundation. Pros didn't irritate my skin at all, and making it worse. Also it was a perfect tone for my skin color. Usually its hard to find a liquid foundation that is my skin tone. Im an olive, and i hate being an olive. I always end up having to mix, or just find a foundation a little lighter, and get a powdered foundation a bit darker so it evens out. So that's a good thing, but cons it was heavy as i was applying it on, and i didn't like that at all. I had to apply twice all over to get a better coverage, since the first time i applied it over my face. It was kind of translucent. That's all I really got to say about this product. Not so crazy about it, but the fact it match my skin perfectly, and didn't cause any irritation to my skin and my skin is super sensitive as well.

SMF02 Nude Nu $6.09

...::HD Studio Powdered Foundation!::...
 After, I have to say 5 hrs into wearing the product. I started to feel the oils around my nose and the T area of my four head. Also where my skin was starting to shine as well, but not so much as usual. Thus i still had to do a retouch. I have combo skin. Even though there were cons for me. They did have some pros as well. Most powdered foundation I used and have tried, really made my face looked caked up. Yet this product, I had no issues what so ever. It didn't make my face look cakey at all. Also yes it seriously does feel like silk on skin Not only that, but its the perfect tone for my skin. Normally other powered foundation is either to dark or a little to light, this was just right, so bonus!. The powder foundation feels incredibly smooth on my skin, I will say that. I do like this product very much. Beats all my other powdered foundation I ever used, But I don't quit Love the product either. As of right now I have mix feelings about the HD Studio powder foundation. Oh yes I almost forgot, the weight of the product it self, is kind of heavy. As to the ones i already own are more light weight. Probably cause it is bigger then some of my other ones. So that could be the reason.

$8.09

It's as big as my palm could grasp. 

SMP 07 Warm Beige

Showing how much there really is, its a decent amount.

This was right after i dolled up using the liquid and powdered foundation and the lipstick

I took a picture using my lap top to show what time I finished putting everything on.

After throughout the day, Around 10 o'clock pm I forgot to take a picture to show the time for after. >_<

REMINDER: Every product I have and will be using, when I talk about them. It my opinion to how it works for me personally, cause I know everyone isn't all the same. The product might work for you all differently, then it does me so keep that in mind. I was unsure if i should spend my money on getting these products to try out. Yet I don't regret it, I love makeup and i love NYX cosmetic products. Im not rich, im just a girl with passion, hopes, and dreams like everyone else. So when it comes to spending i always make sure I have a budget. Also regardless some of these product that doesn't make me go gaga over with, I will try to find different ways for you guys and myself included to make it better, and worth having. Like I said i will TRY, can't promise anything, but I love experimenting, and seeing the outcomes of it from before. Alright loves take care. BTW its almost Halloween!.. 

Don't Just Talk the Talk Just DO IT!

Hello loves. I hope everything is all swell with you. At this very moment I have a massive headache, and my stomach hurts so much. I know it maybe a little TMI; but ugh i drank this half green tea and half coconut water drink, I threw up it was so nasty. Yet it got me real sick... My head was spinning for like the longest, now its just the after affect Im feeling. Well anyways I went to Save Mart, and got me some new NYX products. I was going to get more products, but 1. I was on a budget 2. They didn't have the HD Liquid Foundation in my skin tone, there were none left. >_< 3. I was a little over my budget and had to put some back. I wanted to cry, then I realize I can always get it next time. So no biggy, sort of -_- Well I'm excited to share my thoughts on these products. They are not completely and fresh on the market, but I never tried them, and probably some of you out there never tired these product out either. I've been holding back, well slacking more likely on doing swatches and first impressions and nor reviews, and daily likes, and must have products. So from now on Im going to set a deadline for everything now. Some people have been waiting patiently for me, and I am very sorry. Im so embarrasses I suck!.. ugh!... Well I hope ya'll been keeping in tune with me. I will have the blog about the NYX products I got, before tomorrow night. I swear I will. I hope every ones weekend was a lot of fun. I know some people were celebrating Halloween early all dressed up. Unfortunately I again will not be dressed up in a costume this year.. WAH!!! I suck Major goshh!!!! >_<

Love Abuse

I've been noticing everytime a guy would use the word "love" to a girl, they go bananas for the guy. Its like that's the magic word to a girl... Then again you must be dumb to believe the guy. Not every guy you talk to gonna love you just like that. Ugh! Dummies. When they say they wanna make love to you, its just f***'n no real connection, just them doing a little more work. Making sure you think they trying to make love to you, when they're really not. Guys become wiser, while girls just become vulnerable and desperate for some source of affections and attention. Guys know that, and they will take advantage of that. You can say both party wins, but girls are very attached and emotional beings. Then again everything goes both ways. Well regardless who the victims are because someone wanna abuse the true meaning of love and what it really is. I'm just saying be careful, don't hurt others unless you wanna be hurt the same way, when it comes to you when your ready or finding someone who might actually means something special to you. Karma truly is a B****!!!!... Those of you who are on the opposite side, protect yourself and your heart. My words my advice. Stay true to your heart, its what beats inside you, and keeps you living. Well good night world sweet dreams... Mwahs!!!! Many love from this pretty little Asian- Soka!... <3!

Joey Diamond!

OMG I got a problem lolz.. i can't seem to stop watching this video Joey just posted up on fb.. OMG OMG he soo cute!!!.. & his voice holy crap.. Ugh!!!. Man I hope someday one day I will find someone as gorgeous and talented as him.... My heart melts for him every time i listen to him sing. What a geek, Im being right now..

Neyo- Because of you (Joey Diamond)

Blaming Facebook!!!!!

Supposedly Facebook is "EVIL". It crushes peoples relationship, friendship, things getting leaked out, and so forth.. Like HELLO!!!!!! Whatever you post on fb, makes it every ones business, and what you decide to not put up on fb is all your business. Uh! :/ I thought that was pretty clear, doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that out.. -_- If you really wanna vent on fb, and don't want anyone to see it, its called private, why else was it made for? Sheshh.. Like example, the person who invented turning signals, made it so that the car behind you know where your going to turn. You know so you don't get hit, don't be mad if your "baby" got hurt. Your the idiot who didn't use it, it was invented for a reason and why it still exist.. Im just saying. Facebook doesn't ruin anything, its YOU who is ruining everything for yourself..  It's all about the ACTION!!!... True Story too.. Yup!!!.. I just never understand why people never got that.. Its like they hate their life so bad they go and blame it on a social network.. Thats so childish, and so.. wrong!.. Man this generation. Normally people point fingers at other people, but now a day Facebook is getting the finger pointed to. SMH!!!.. People are starting to run out of ideas to point fingers to, it should be themselves really. Well.. had to get that out of my chest haha.. Its Friday like OMG thank goodness. No work today for me, and its absolutely chilly outside. Yet so very lovely.. I hope everyone enjoy their day. Have a Fan-Freak'n-Tastic Friday Loves.. Be Smart, Be Safe, & make very Wise Decisions. Love ya'll MWAHS!!!!.. Your Pretty Little Asian- Soka!

I just love messing around with my editing tools :) ^_^

I'll Save You Music Video DaBoiGee Ft. Yo Bull Pnut

So as many of you don't know this, I have many friends who are getting and or is in the entertainment business. I just want to say Gee, seeing how far you came, especially your videos, the actors and actresses, locations of the video definitely has, progressed. Even the quality had improved significantly. Props to George CEO of TWC Production, who I hope to be working with sometime soon, with my photos. Though in the real world you wont get all good feed backs. All I have to say in my own very opinion, is video just had a bit way to much movement, like the angles just keep changing so fast. Sorry I get headaches easily haha.. Also the main actress, could work on her acting more. Beside that the video it self wasn't bad, and i absolutely enjoyed the music, and what its saying. Sometime i feel people are more focused on the actual video and not the actual lyrics. Yet, but not least OMG, thank you for making the video about the music it self. Cause some songs I'll like it or even love it and could picture how the video would be; then when i finally do see the video, it ends up being something totally different and that it doesn't even go with the music. I love the fact there isn't so much to the video, but yet I truly enjoy it. Good work. Keep it coming, and keep your dreams going. Don't ever stop. Take every constructive criticism, and always improve.

Here is the link to the video- I'll Save You.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvbbAS89_iM

Good Day World!!!

Its so gorgeous out ugh!!!!.. i think i might take a walk around the city today. Every time I think of good weathers, with beautiful blue skies, white puffy clouds, and birds are chirping. It just takes me back to the good old times when i was younger. I'm blessed to feel that all over again today. Being a live is truly a great and blessed thing. I never really appreciated being a live and in this world. Regardless of whats going on right now, like government being shut down, and crime rates raising.  Five yrs ago when i was just 16, I hated everything and everyone. I truly felt like the world was against me and just wanted me dead, so everyone can move and be happy with their lives. I lost a few friends, but not least respect from my oldest brother. My brother and i were so close and best of friends. My life was so good, until i hit that stage in my life where i just can't seem to do anything right and always disappointing people including ME!..  I tried committing suicide, and almost succeed, but it was so painful i couldn't deal. Now I just try to enjoy everything i got, and what is in my life.. I'm still thankful to have my family still be with me, and even my oldest brother still talking to me. Though things wont be the same between us, but i know he loves me. As long as i know and know that he knows that's all that matters,. So yea everyone appreciate being in this world even if it feels as though the world is against you. Always try to make your life beautiful in this awful world. That's what keeps the world going.. Be Bright, be Unique, Be Amazing, Stay true, Stay pure! We don't have a lot of that going around. So be among the odds. Have a Terrific Tuesday everyone Mwahs!!!... <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3!!!

Whats up with Me?!

Aloha Bloggers and blog readers.. Recently my life have had crashed. I lost a 5+ yr Relationship. Yet honestly Im so happy I was let go, cause I don't know if i could have done it myself. Well i have a couple times, but could never went though with it. Four months as passed, and im feeling great, being single FINALLY 21 years old My birthday was On October 9th. I have dreams and goals that was kept and put away. Now Im just slowly trying to get my life back together and just concentrate on myself, and my dreams. Which by the ways is to be a fantastic Makeup Artist and to become a Model. Freelance wise on both parts. I've been slacking off while being in a relationship, plus i let myself go a lot gained 30+ lbs, but now im losing it and i feel so much better about myself. Not 100% though never will probably, but thats just the human nature of me, and in us all. Anyways, for those who do view my blogs and actually takes the time to read them. I appreciate you, thank you!.. Im actually gonna TRY my very best, to keep up on here. I mean its a blog for a reason. I be blogging up Facebook, when everything i post on FB should be on here. I will definitely be on here more rather then facebook. Just blog about me, the positive vibe, and energy I've been getting. Maybe some of my inspirational word or life might help you and others. I don't know, im no physic nor am I the beast on grammar. Im no English teacher, but ill try by best. So hopefully i get more viewers hopefully followers on here. For just things i post about my self and just motivations, and I hope my viewers can relate to it. Who knows maybe pick up conversation and even talk about the things on my mind, and what goes around with me. Who knows you guys can be a big part to my life. Even my future maybe. Who really knows. Well that is all for now. Bless you all for today, tomorrow, and everyday to come. Mwahs!!!!.. Until next time. :) <3!