Good Day World!!!

Its so gorgeous out ugh!!!!.. i think i might take a walk around the city today. Every time I think of good weathers, with beautiful blue skies, white puffy clouds, and birds are chirping. It just takes me back to the good old times when i was younger. I'm blessed to feel that all over again today. Being a live is truly a great and blessed thing. I never really appreciated being a live and in this world. Regardless of whats going on right now, like government being shut down, and crime rates raising.  Five yrs ago when i was just 16, I hated everything and everyone. I truly felt like the world was against me and just wanted me dead, so everyone can move and be happy with their lives. I lost a few friends, but not least respect from my oldest brother. My brother and i were so close and best of friends. My life was so good, until i hit that stage in my life where i just can't seem to do anything right and always disappointing people including ME!..  I tried committing suicide, and almost succeed, but it was so painful i couldn't deal. Now I just try to enjoy everything i got, and what is in my life.. I'm still thankful to have my family still be with me, and even my oldest brother still talking to me. Though things wont be the same between us, but i know he loves me. As long as i know and know that he knows that's all that matters,. So yea everyone appreciate being in this world even if it feels as though the world is against you. Always try to make your life beautiful in this awful world. That's what keeps the world going.. Be Bright, be Unique, Be Amazing, Stay true, Stay pure! We don't have a lot of that going around. So be among the odds. Have a Terrific Tuesday everyone Mwahs!!!... <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3!!!